AHHH, im sick.. what a time to fall sick. Its the start of the holidays and yet im sick..thanks to marcus foo! He`s been sick the past few days and i`ve been taking care of him, patting his chest whenever he coughs be it in the middle of the night or not, getting up to pour WARM water for him, and planting him with lots of kisses, HMMS..no wonder i would fall sick (-_______-")
Anyways, woke up at ard 12+ today, went to cook fried rice for hubby and his favourite fried dried radish and made him a cup of AI XING ribena. Teeheehee.. after eating, i still feed him medicine. Hubby is just like my little baby like that, need so much care and attention! Actually didnt want to let him drink the ribena bcos its cold but he kept throwing tantrums, like a baby like that. Really SOOO cute till i bth.. =D haha.
Yesterday went bugis with my sister and mini bibi. Walked ard and ate pasta mania for dinner. After which, i went to town to find my laogong and lucifer. Went centrepoint bcos lucifer wanted to buy shoes but centrepoint didnt have the shop converse so we went heeren instead. Managed to buy the shoes and after that, we walked all the way to dhoby ghaut and my legs almost broke. (-________-") haha. Hubby came to stay over at my house and we watched 'Poseidon' and after that we went to sleep. Wad a tiring day! haha.
Hmms, shall stop here le, my eyes are gonna close anytime now. (z.z) Sayos!
Samantha <3 Marcus
Siann.. Hubby has gone penisular to play dotA again but he`s coming to find me tomorrow..Hehe..Anyways, went with hubby to sin ming bcos his friend`s father just passed away and i was supposed to accompany him to the song ka. But apparently, we quarrelled and i didnt go in the end. I was so angry i ran away and wanted to go take a cab home, but hubby came to chaseeeeeee me.. HAHA. So wells, we talked and now we`re okay already and more loving den ever! x) Hehe.. And holidays are here, can spend all my time with hubby. x) YAY YAY!
Anyways, to anonymous, pls be honoured that i would waste my time on a retard like you. If you think that i would be affected by what you say..den pls try harder. I hardly come and check my blog so if coming here to amuse yourself makes you happy den so be it cause honestly, im not even bothered abt it. In the first place, did i even say i was good looking? I doubt so. At least im sure im better looking den you because you are so ashamed of your name that you cant put your name down, so if your name is so....... I dont wanna imagine how hideous you would look. Or is it because you aint got any guts? Haha..Nvm lah, im used to dogs like you that like to hide behind the computer screen and bark non-stop.By the way, to call me ugly doesnt make you any more beautiful... To call me a bitch, i will be ok for the guys call you that as well..LOL. Anyways, pls improve your command of english, i dont like talking to retards like you tht talkks lykk tishh worss! UHH! Haha. bye!x)
Anyways, Happy ONE year two months laogong! <3
YAY YAY YAY! Can FINALLY see my baby tml. I miss him so muchhhhhh! Ahhhhhhhh.. going crazy le..cant wait to feel him in my arms, cant wait to hug him and kiss him.. HEHE! SO EXCITED CAN!
Hmms, School ends at 12 tml, YAY YAY! haha. But so sad lah, sec 1-3 dun hafta come to school tml, only the sec 4`s have too. Gonna have audition for the dumb music marathon. Dunno what`s the problem with the school, wanna break world record by making US sing for 90hours? Madness. But whatever lahh, just cant wait for tml to come so i can see my baby! =))))
Just not meeting him for 7days is like not meeting him for a thousand bizillion years! I miss him so muchhh.. AHHH..and that stupid pig is going to penisular to play dotA. That dumb game again.. but nvm, WHO CARES? As long as i get to see him tml.. HEHE.. IM GONNA SLEEP NOW SO TML WILL COME FASTER! x)
DEAR I LOVE YOU! MUACK MUACK <3
Hais, damn disappointed. For the whole of today, i have been the only one that auto msg him. Whole day, i only recieved ONE call from him and that was in the morning. He told me that he is going to play dota at penisular. That`s all. I asked him to msg me when he reaches school but sad to say, he didnt. Msged him during my recess and asked him how was his paper, and he replied once den never replied anymore. Hais..This still nvm. After school i called him and asked him where he was, he said e-games, going to play dotA. I ask him why he didnt msg me, his reason ' oh, i wanted to but i forgot'. Hahs... I was so pissed off i didnt want to msg him for the rest of the day and see if he would msg me or call me, but when i reached home, after reading the newspaper, i couldnt resist and i called him to tell him i`ve reached home. And after tht, i din msg him or call him, i went to take a nap from 3+ all the way til 6.30 and i expected to see at least a msg of concern from him but nahs, not a single msg or missed call from him. Totally sad and disappointed and i really felt like crying. I called him and asked him where he was, this is how our conversation went
Me: 'Where you? why you whole day nvr msg me?'
He: 'I playing CS, call you back ltr'
Me: 'Aiya, dont need call me la, Bye'
He: 'Bye'
He`s got his exams and yet he can still be out playing games. Hahs.. Very funny. I really wash my hands off you marcus foo. I try so hard to show my care and concerns for you but do your fucking appreciate anot? You take them as naggings and kpkb-ness. Fuck la ok. You dont even treat me as your GF anymore. What am i to you now? If nothing den pls tell me and let go ok? No point you go on like that and continue hurting me. I really hate to be thinking why you are treating me like that now, and if i voice out how i feel to you, you will say im crazy, attitude problem bitch. As im typing this, i have alrdy sent a msg to you and you`ve not replied. I really dont know what is going on in your mind anymore. Since you detest meeting me so much and all, why still make me you GF? If you think its happiness tat i feel now, i tell you you its not okay. If you think that im thinking too much than so be it ok? I dun fucking care anymore. Dont expect me to listen to you and be so guai anymore because wadever you want me to do, i do it for you and what about you? one simple task of asking you to msg me, SO DIFFICULT is it? Im not even asking for much. You know i really very tired of this r/s le, i really feel like breaking down and cry sometimes, giving up this r/s is always running thru my mind this few day but still, i hold on so tight because i know i`ll regret someday, what about you? what are you doing? If you really wanna see our r/s go down the drain just like tht, den continue treating me like how you are treating me now ok? My feelings are always fluctuating, it always goes up and down and i myself am not sure of my feelings anymore. Hais, pls.. i beg you.. pls stop hurting me le.. if you still love me, pls assure me of it and prove it to me.. hais ( :: '-' :: ) I really dont even know if we can pass this june hols tgt. The june hols is really smth im looking forward to because i think tht you would accompany me alot like you did during last year`s holidays. hai... Maybe, sometime soon, everything will just be over? Hais....
Going out with my crush tml. I really need to go out or i will really go crazy staying at home and thinking rubbish. And at least when im out, i will not be so itchy fingers to msg him. Hais.. Sayos
Hmms, feeling damn siann now. Cant wait for school to start on monday because after this week, THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! YAY! Anyways, will not be meeting hubby much this few days because he is having his exams. I pray tht he does well in all papers! Jia you k laogong? x)
Hais.. im damn irritated with myself. Always telling myself to lose weight but yet, i`ve been eating rubbish non stop and the fats are pounding up. =( I`ve gone crazy this few days and always nagging and hubby and scolding him which caused us to quarrel alot this few days. Hais.. I dunno whats wrong with me, i keep thinking the problem lies with him because he treats me differently this few days, but am i thinking too much? Hais.. We`re on a time-out now, partly because of his exams and partly because i initiated it. Hubby says that i dont give him enough freedom.. am i really holding him on so tightly? Haii.. Don`t know lahhhh.
Wells, on my bday, i was quite sad lah. Happy that hubby accompanied me, but sad because he kept scolding me that day. Hais. Anyways, he came over to my house than we slacked til at night and we went cosy bay to eat. Quite romantic lahh that place. Suitable for couples to date there. x) hahs.
Hubby told me he pierced his lips today, i bet he looks damnn shuai with it. Cause there was once, that idiot go trick me, he go put one ring ard his lips and i thought he really pierced it, but actually is fake one lah. And he looked so so shuai ! haha. Cant wait to see him ! x))))
Laogong,
now its your exams le, i really hope you`ll study hard and score well for your papers. Not asking you to get high marks but at least a pass. I duwan your mama or ah mah to think that you duwan to study or look down on you. I also duwan my mum to think that you are wasting your ah mah`s money on your studies. I want my mummy to have a good good impression of you so next time she will fang xin and let me marry you ! Teeheehee.. Anyways, no matter how you do, be it good or bad results for your papers, just as long as you studied and tried your best, im happy le..Dont play too much this few days, just persevere and it`ll all be over! Just wanna let you know that i`ll always be by your side and stand by you no matter what happens okay? I will always remember to give you my good luck kiss everyday! =x haha. And also, sorry for my crazy attitude this few days, and always nagging at you. I wanna let you know its for your own good, not tht i really love nagging so so much.. (-___-") Anyways, Jia yous okay? Laopo love you and i will guai guai this few days so you no need to worry for me and can concentrate on your studies. Teeheehee.. Love you lots laogong! Muackies <3
YAY YAY YAY! Exams are finally over! But laogong`s exams are next week and he is on study leave now. Laogong was such a sweetie, came to my school ytd to fetch me. Cooked for him and i cut my fingers, laogong looked so worried! See his expressions and the way he cared really touched me. Aww... So after eating, laogong watched TV for awhile den go sleep le. Such a piggy but its okay cos he is sick. So keliannnnn! Haiiii..Im such a lousy wife..he sick i still give him drink coke.. (-____-") But i made sure he drank lots of water too. Teeheehee.. Laogong stayed over at my house ytd and brought me to school today.. SO SO SWEET CAN! Although its not first time le la.. Hehe.. Laogong`s gonna fetch me home from school again tml cos its my bday. Teeheeheeeee... x) Im officially 16! Laogong, next time i can buy NC16 movie ticket for you le.. HAHA! Nvm la, dun be angry, one more mth your turn le.. x) Hehs..
Anyways, i watched Mission Impossible 3 with laogong on the first day the movie came out.. One word.. BORING! Im really not into this kinda action movies, only intrested in cartoons, comedy or horror movies. Haha.. Gonna catch over the hedge and scary movie 4. Laogong you will bring me go watch k? =)
Hmms, i think i`ve put on weight, eating rubbish non-stop! haha. Aiyaa.. sibei siann la..my weight is like stuck there, cannot go up cannot come down.. =( Hais. SUAN LE! Got laogong still want me mahhh! Hohs laogong? Hehe. And im in love with xian yu cao fan.. SO SO YUMMY. I am always bugging laogong to bring me go eat tht.. ohhh...YUMMY! haha.. I am such a <(^(o0)^)> !
Aiis, so siannnnn.. shall stop here le. Sayos!
Ah ma goom <3 Ah pa goom. Samantha <3 Marcus! Muack !
Ah, im so siann. Laogong is sleeping like a pig and leaving me alone to rot to death. Anyways, haven been blogging because of mid-years. Hais, talking bout mid years, i think im really gonna flunk it so so badly. Despite long long hours of studying, NOTHING gets into my head. Anyways, left 5 more papers and im FREE! YAY \(^-^)/! Than i can pei my laogong everyday! x) Hehe. Laogong really treat me so good! Always encouraging me to study hard and never failing to wish me good luck before every paper! Hehe. Love you so much baby. <3
Hmms, since im so so bored, i have decided to blog down how me and laogong met. Hehs.
Anyways, we met in Gunbound. His nick was marlboro90 and i was babygirl lahs. So i added him in my buddy list because we were in the same guild. So he talked to me and we played tgt. Added each other in friendster than after a few days, he asked for my HP number. I gave just for the fun of it and never expected him to call me. So ONE fine day, while we were playing GB halfway, this unknown number called me and i answered and it was HIM. Omg, i was damn shy on the phone. Hahs. So anyways, his calls came everyday and we would talk til we wanna slp or we would just play GB tgt till the next morning. He is also the one tht i shared all my problems with and he would be the one consoling me. x) How sweetttt! And he is such a bastard, everytime we talk on the phone, he would say at least one 'i love you' even thou we haven met (-____-") and because of his frequent calls, he accompanying me to play GB till early mornings and his 'i love you's, i started to develop feelings for him. At first i thought it was just an infatuation but after some time, i realised tht i would get very sian and sad when i dun see him online in MSN or GB. And i`ll get really worried and scared whn i dont recieve his calls. Hahs. So anyways, i tried to tell him of my feelings but didnt work la. I dropped a fucking big hint and he still dont even know. STUPID.
After a few mths of this, this girl name A came along and apparently he fell in love with her. I was really so saddddd.. He called me one day and told me he and e girl were tgt le. Imagine how sad i felt. Anyways, i cried. Den he asked me why i was crying and i just said tht this guy B gave me the feeling tht he likes me but now he is attached. And he damn dumb, couldnt even get wad i was saying. Idiotic. And even when he was still attached with A, he still called me and still said he love me (-____-") Such a flirt hohs? >;( Anyways, those 2 didnt last long la, cos tht girl is a fucking big flirt. One leg step one cruise ship. She also damnn bitch la.. ahh.. shall not say here. hehs. =x And after he broke off with her, he patched with his ex C.. (-____-") I really sad till bwg. But he said he stead with her because he took her as me? (o.0?)
Anyways one day, so coincident my crush pearlynn knew this boy called alvin which is hubby`s good bro at tht time. Than the first time we met is during x`mas eve. He came to my hse with alvin and my crush. I so damn paiseh pls. x( Den i went out to buy lunch for him and alvin. Den after a few hrs they left my house le. Teeheehee. Love loveeeee! Den on new year`s eve, he came my hse find me den go alvin`s hse find him and alvin and him and me and my crush, we went countdown tgt. Hehs. x) So after meeting, whenever he go and meet alvin, he will jio me go also. One time, when we went to k-box, and alvin force me to drink beer, he drank it for me. I was so touched pls. So anyways, he was sick and after drinking a few drinks, he got drunk luhs. Den he slept on my lap. We were just like a couple, but just tht we werent one yet at tht time. Than after half an hour or so, he suddenly woke up and HOLD my hands. Woahh, i fly go heaven leh. But i thought it was maybe he liked another girl and mistook me for her. So i didnt put my hopes too high. So after awhile we let go, he said to me ' Samantha, give me your hands'. Woahhh, now is really fly go heaven because i know tht he didnt mistake me for another girl. Hehs. After this incident, he called me more and once, when i went fishing with my sisters, he called me and accompanied me by talking to me on the phone and even when i fell asleep, he did not hang up. So sweet.. i was really head over heels, heels over head in love with him. Hehs. Finally, he told me he liked me last year in january and we steaded in March 26. Hehs. We really went thru alot before being tgt and now we`ve come this far, im really happy. I love youu lots baby, and my feelings have never faded ever since the day i fell in love with you. Hee! Promise me you`ll never let me go? x)
Samantha Love Marcus Forever! <33
